Listening to these zooms are really eye opening. I always want to say I never got molested but I blocked out age 4 to 5 so it makes me wonder if something happened to me or was it besides my mother migrated to the US and it was traumatic to me as a 4 year old. Or knowing that my older cousin molested his sister and he was always babysitting me once my mother left.I have no memory or my mother brother grandparents before I got my green card and moved to the US my mother had me a 17 and has always been a great mother never felt unloved or anything. The women in the family was had on me but I get it now when I was young I hated it. There was no filter it was straight forward but I know have a thick skin can't no one say anything to hurt my feelings unless we are really close. Im rambling because my brains moving more than my fingers and Im not sure Im making sense