That’s how I feel Wine&Unwind , that I just hope something happens to me. When I’m driving to work, I hope somebody just hits me. I could take a nap and wake up and eat and randomly think to myself “I wish I didn’t wake up from that nap”, I was raped in September 2022 by a friends boyfriend and I constantly wish that he would’ve just ended me then. It’s just like … normal for me though. To not want to be here. I don’t see the purpose in all of this . Logically thinking , this world is so fucked to me. Even if I gained a million dollars I know I still wouldn’t want to stay. I am so detached from life and self it’s baffling. I can’t find a reason or a want to keep going .
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16 Oct 11:30
Tasha k on clubhouse too !! I can’t keep up . 🤣